Gripe
I cant lie this week was a harder one. Mostly mentally. I am trying to find the fine line between being focussed on what I am doing here in the mission and also preparing myself to return home. I am a firm believer that having one foot in the mission field and one back home leads to misery as a missionary. We need to be all in. But I feel like I also need to start preparing myself a little bit, doing myplan, and all that good stuff so that when that day comes it doesn't hit me like a train. I have been feeling really bogged down by this. I feel like the second we have one foot ouside of the mission field our spiritual power and desire go down. I feel like up until now "well, just don't worry or think about it yet" is a reasonable answer. But I feel like at this point accepting the fact that I won't wear the tag forever and starting to think about my plans after is kind of necesarry. Anyways I am hoping to find a good healthy balance in these few weeks to be able...
